WAAAAAA. it's soon here. TT___TT the results to my exams. i don't wanna it. i'm way too afraid of them. well i know i did bad in some subject but what i'm afraid of the most is the fact that i'm gonna, for sure, have another test... and it's an oral, means speaking, i'm way bad at speaking what i'm sayoing is not french and i's nonsense no logical in what i'm saying so far. just like now... awful, truthfully aweful.

but if i do have it, the subject that i'm gonna take might be:

- Mathematics
- Physic and Chemistry
- Biology (not sure because this is the worse subject and dislik it the most)

but we have to choose two subjects for the "rattrapage" and it's all about our marks we've got. i's better to take the subjects where you got a bad mark then normally youll have a better mark when you do it in front of someone... well this would not be my case. But seriously i would love it to be in english it wuld have been easier for to do it though ^^;:;;;;;

ok now gonna revise some of my exams. and re-do... in my mind... it wuld be funny ^^;;;;; because it got me all depress TT___TT

Ok i said that i would be not here for at least... 3 weeks. but well let me breathe XDDDD this is what i said to myself.

i finished my exams. now all i need is to wait my results that will be on in... 2 weeks. the 4th of July TTT___TTT at that moment there is the Japan Expo. they are not nice at all .... TT___TT well, i have 2 weeks to do some more revision... this is what we call afte all "rattrapage" TT___TT really bad for me because it's Oral... speaking and i'm not good at it. well... let's see on how i've been doing...

Philisophy: was nice... three subject as two of them are... composition... that was quite nice.

History-Geography: really simple, wish i have the bestest note i would have in. Plus the subject was EXACTLY the same as we did for our... BAC BLANC... training if wanna know, either it was in history or geography

Spanish: i did not understand the text and it's at the end i knew it was really simple and stupid TT__TT

Biology: super cool XDDD was proud of myslf so much really was XDDDD too bad i did not the second exercice... well i did not understand so at lest i was able to do something in XDDD

Physic-Chemistry: please don't ask me at all, it was the end of the world for me... really... i wanted to kill myself at that moment.

Mathematics: it was simple, but need to know how to do the exercics or so you are in a dead end. and i WAS in one... i really wanted to kill myself because there was an exercice (geometry in space) i knew and saw the same kind of exercice that was did not long ago in Polynési Française or was it North of America, and seriously i forgot... no i did not take the time to glance at it TT___TT really this time wanted to kill myself... for sure and my friends wanted to do it too ^^;;;;

English: SO PROUD of me XDDDD it was really entertainment the subject XDDD and for th first time in my life i was able to do the two subject that we had to choice YEAH because in normal i could do just one f them and now was able to do the two of them. also, suprised, i ended the exam at only... 2 hours... the exam normal lasted 3 hours but unknown to me i thought when i looked at the time it was time to go out. but then everyone was looking at me with big eyes and i was still on my 3 hours end and hee i knew i finished the test in only 2 hours... that was really a surprise.

now i need to see what i get and then everything wil be clear.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I don't wanna have exams. It's finally here the last and final exams of my senior high school TT___TT scary >.<

Also this year has passed really fast, it's really scary when i think about it. But also i need to get the maximum of point like that i will not re-take the exams (speaking, oral) or so i won't re-do my year TT___TT don't wanna. I truly hate High School.

This week will be truly busy. so i won't have time to be on the net and do computer... well i will because i will revise my lesson on it ^^;;;; but i can't do much on that period. so i need to restrain myself for... 4 days, from monday (16th of June) to thursday (19th of June) night.

so here th schedule for this terrible week and awful feeling TT___TT

Hours (am/pm)	Monday	Tuesday	Wednesday	Thursday
8.00-12.00	Philosophy	History-Geography	Biology (to 11.30)	Mathematiques
12.00-2.00	nothing	Lunch Time + Revision
2.00 to...	nothing	Spanish (4.00pm)	Physic and Chemistry (6.00pm)	English (5.30pm)